heart vs. head

speaking of the magic box ...

i watched the new HILLS episode tonight and was extremely pained to watch audrena.

(for most of you, this is probably old news. for me, i'm behind times in magic-box-world by one day, typically).

however, i can't say that i've never been in her shoes. haven't we all?

this episode (in regards to audrena), was about her ending a potentially good relationship with a very nice guy in order to be with mr. oh-so-wrong. again!

oh, audrena.

boys like that don't change. at least in my experience.

(plus, justin, is like the biggest douchebag ever.).

the thing is, when you're in that situation, you are thinking with your heart 110% which, unfortunately, leaves very little room for your head.

deep down, i suppose i'm still that girl in some small way. not with my boyfriend (because he's perfect. clearly). but i have always been one to root for the best in people (in all kinds of relationships). .

however, when i have come to the realization that this no longer has to be tolerated ... WOW, what a fantastic feeling to demand something better simply because i believe i derserve just that.